The bruise on her chest is long gone ( Read more... )

It feels like it's been forever
But it hasn't been that long
Life without you're touch
Just doesn't feel right
Being away from you hurts
You are the only cure
My love for you grows stronger
While I hate myself more

I wasn't made to be broken
It doesn't matter how hard you try
I bend and I stretch
You push and you pull
But I am here to stay
I won't give up
I won't walk away
Someday you will see
What I say is true
Then you will be the fool you're afraid you'll be

Everything is spinning out of control
I can't get a grip on anything
Sinking slowly to the bottom
Watching my life fall to pieces
My happiness slips further from reach
It's all happening for a reason
Yet nothing makes any since
There is no way to grin and bare it
No way I can hide it
Abandon all hope as I reach bottom
No starting over, no turning

The pain in my chest deepens
as this hole gets bigger
My hell grows hotter
as the fire burns brigther
The world turns dark
as my eye lids fall shut
The blood flows freely
as the blade slides
My chest stops rising
as I slowly stop breathing
My heart stops beating
as my pain fades away